She is in Love

Eyes twinkling
As they never did for me
Smile that reaches to heaven
Inviting along
The love of your love

Why was it never me?
Did I say the wrong things?
Was heaven just not meant for me?

Look on face
One only of my dreams
My whole world
Crashing down
Before my eyes

Golden laughter
Melody of rapture
Hymn of joy
That filled my day
Now haunts my nights

Closed eyes
Visions of her
Dancing through
As she once did in my arms

Void of bliss
I see her walk by
Floating on cloud
Of new love

She's in love?
How could it be?
I always thought it would be me

Stopped by her hand
On my shoulder
Surprise to see me
I smile
It doesn't seem enough to my mind

Gazing in eyes
Those were once mine
Glowing in fire
That I never saw
For me

We laugh at old time
I wonder does she hear the hollowness
Does she hear the pain?
I never thought would come

Saying excuses
To walk away
Tears inside flowing
Outside never shed

Pausing
I turn around
Dare I hope?
Silly notion in mind

Searching the crowd
Who push on past
Heart in mouth
Trying to swallow
As I realize
She is gone
One more time
One last time